byi bpdtistic, pdid sys, im vry introverted, im inactive on my socials a lot, i have "cringe" interests, i dont reply to many people, i have low-ish empathy, i use a typing quirk (dbl space), i am these chrs irl, im critical of my fav medias

dni basic dni, profic, use terms like "loli"/"shota", demonizes mh disorders, ppl who don't support neoprns, ppl who vent w/o asking, dsmp fans, overly judgmental/combative ppl, ppl who think agere/petre is sexual

music taylor swift, tyler the creator, pierce the veil, deftones, three days grace, starset, melanie martinez, faye webster, childish gambino, tame impala, hollywood undead, falling in reverse, a day to remember, bring me the horizon, i prevail, le sserafim, aespa, kiss of life, itzy, g(i)-dle, twice

media supernatural, my hero academia, danganronpa, pjsk, brooklyn 99, tbhk, death note, ddlc, minecraft, sanrio, genshin, monster high, my little pony

<3zone my bf :3, shy, kat, luna, cain, aster, cadet sexy cadet

hi boyfieomg i love you ok sorry just had to start it out like that. last time i wrote one of these it was so easy but now its not for some reason im like more nervous because youre definitely gonna see this. but im really happy to have met you and im so glad ur in my life, our issues cant ever erase the happiness u give me in everyday life. im really sorry for not being able to express how i feel often if not through jokes or teasing, and im sorry that in moments where that matters i cant put aside my own fear of embarrassment to help you but i really wanna work on that. i love and care about u always and im so excited to meet and kiss u, youre right we are very well off compared to other ldrs and thats always something that has given me hope for us working out in the long run
i wont say i dont think about corny stuff constantly because i do, i think about marrying u and stuff and what songs would be good at our wedding, i think about what im gonna say the first time i see your face when it isn’t through a phone screen, i think about if youll like my parents and get along, and i think about all of these things so often that its embarrassing.
i still remember the date of the first day we met because that day is important to me. i remember the way our first conversations together went, i remember everything and i wouldnt change it for the worldi love you xander!!!!